Just for Today
September 15, 2026
Filling the emptiness
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"...we think that if we can just get enough food, enough sex, or enough money, we'll be satisfied and everything will be alright."
Basic Text, p. 80
In our addiction, we could never get enough drugs, or money, or sex, or anything else. Even too much was never enough! There was a spiritual emptiness inside us. Though we tried as hard as we could to fill that emptiness ourselves, we never succeeded. In the end, we realized that we lacked the power to fill it; it would take a Power greater than ourselves to do that.
So we stopped using, and we stopped trying to fill the emptiness in our gut with things. We turned to our Higher Power, asking for its care, strength, and direction. We surrendered and made way for that Power to begin the process of filling our inner void. We stopped grabbing things and started receiving the free gift of love our Higher Power had for us. Slowly, our inner emptiness was being filled.
Now that we've been given our Higher Power's gift of love, what do we do with it? If we clasp that gift tightly to ourselves, we will smother it. We must remember that love grows only when it is shared. We can only keep this gift by freely giving it away. The world of addiction is a world of taking and being taken; the world of recovery is a world of giving and being given. In which world do we choose to live?
Just for Today: I choose to live in the fullness of recovery. I will celebrate my conscious contact with the God of my understanding by freely sharing with others that which has been freely shared with me.
Spiritual Principle a Day
Feelings of belonging don't often come easy for us addicts, though some of us faked it well. We were social chameleons who so often felt like imposters, masking insecurity with perfectionism and hiding our control issues behind allegedly high standards and attention to detail. For others of us, that game seemed like way too much work. We were too cool for all that. We prized our loner status. Or maybe we were just too high to care. Whatever our situation was, most of us have been on a difficult path to a sense of community and solidarity.
In meetings, we hear right away that our desire to get clean--no matter how desperately or indifferently we feel it--is our ticket to membership. We are also told--and shown by example--how important service is in solidifying our relationship to the Fellowship and in helping us to stay clean.
"Until I eventually took my sponsor's direction and took on a service commitment, I never felt like I was really a part of in NA," one member shared. "I never thought I wanted to be. All of a sudden, I had a voice. I started to use it, and people even listened."
"I took on five commitments in the first 30 days," a newer member shared. "I stayed clean, but I made everyone bananas with my brilliant ideas to make everything better. Soon I found out about 'group conscience'--which wasn't necessarily the same as my conscience. I always wanted to know why why why."
And someone with a lot of time shared, "After 33 years, I still find it hard to 'let go and let the group.'. . . I want to explain all the history of how we do things in NA. I may be older, but that doesn't always make me the wisest. Unfortunately!"